10.19.06
Hello. I know I've been gone for so long. It's hard now that I don't work on a computer all day- I deliver pizzas and when I'm not doing that I'm cleaning house or running errands. Not to mention my kids keep me pretty busy. The only time I ever get on the computer anymore- I only have time to check emails and list old stuff on eBay to make some extra cash.
Destiny is almost 11 months old now. She will be a year on November 30th. WOW- time flys by fast. At 7 months old she started sitting up, spoke Da Da, held her bottle, etc. At 9 months she started crawling and standing up. She's eating half baby food and half table food and will be switching from bottle with formula to sippy cup with milk soon. She has 7 teeth now and just said Ma Ma this month. She's so beautiful- I love her so much.
Damian is 4 years old now. He's such a big boy. He helps out with his sister quite a bit, but seems to be quite jealous too cause he's always making her cry, hurting her, etc. He had a CARS birthday last month- he loved it- there were 12 kids including mine. It was a very busy day! He's made it to the WHY stage and it's annoying. :(
I'm not sure if I had told you all this, but I had traded in my 1997 Oldsmobile Acheiva for a 2002 Volkswagen Jetta. Well, I got in an accident and lost my tail light. Also, my coolant was leaking into the electrical system and out the secondary coolant pump. We found out yesterday that my car is a screming metal death trap. It had too many recalls to list and my car and many others have a 99.9% chance of catching fire and when it does- the car locks down. The windows lock and the doors lock and we will burn alive. The whole car should've been recalled. So, we are going to either sue, get the money we lost out on back or something along those lines. We took my car back to Post Falls Mazda and traded it in for a 2003 Chrysler PT Cruiser. It's burgandy (purple) with blue and purple flames down the side. I LOVE IT :)
My hours have been cut at Domino's which makes me mad and I will most likely be finding a new job soon because there's too much drama where I work. I need to start making more money cause Jesse's barely working two jobs anymore cause he's gotten too tired and useless as a husband and father. He's working less than 50 hours a week and I'm working less than 20 hours a week. :( I was thinking about waitressing at a mexican restaurant or being a driver over at Sahara pizza.
Jesse doesn't like the thought of us putting tons of miles on our new cars. I had my Jetta for 7 months and put 10,000 miles on it. :( He wants to buy a shitty car that runs just to drive for work- I think it'd be smarter just to find new jobs eve though we love making tips every night to bring home and spend. :)
Next year we plan on moving and selling our home. We want a 4+ bed room, 2 bath room house with family room, pantry, dining room, burber carpet or hardwood floors, sprinkler system, jet tubs, etc. I can't wait to get out of this hell hole- my house used to be clean and easy to live in before kids, but it's gotten outta control and needs lots of work that I don't have time to do right now.
I've tried losing weight- I'm back to my old eating habits whick is pretty much eating nothing until I feel so sick I have to choke something down. I've tried slim fast, working out, etc. I thought running after kids and working would do something, but I haven't lost a pound- I think I've lost inches and gained muscle though. :) I'm 250 pounds and I hate it- before kids I was 150 pounds. :(
I did something that I may regret for the rest of my life, but I can't talk about it. I just need to work through my problems and try not to do it again. It's just so hard though. I know I'm not the only one though. I started drinking pretty heavily after my accident and get drunk at least 2-3 times a week now spending about $200 a month or more on a bad habit. I also got in with a few crowds who smoke marijuana and I started up again. I like it and see nothing wrong with it, but I know it's illegal and bad. :(
Well, I don't have much else to say- if I think of anything else then I'll revise this a little. I've gotta get back to doing my laundry, dishes and housework so we can take a ride in my new car and run some errands when Destiny wakes up. Check ya all later. :)
