05.17.07
Well, I am going to move out cause I think it'd be really cool to live on my own and have my own "crib".
I also believe that Jesse needs to see just how much he can't live w/o me. He's gonna have a hard time keeping up on work while doing ALL THE cooking, cleaning, laundry, dishes, yardwork, bills, errands, etc.
I really need him to know how hard that stuff really is with two kids and a job on top of it cause he never seemed to appreciate what I did. He never appreciates the little things like clean clothes, clean dishes, dinner, manicured yard, etc.
I will be on or am trying to get on Medicaid for me and the kids (which will be great cause then we can go to the doctor for everything and not just when we have extra money), food stamps (which will be SO awesome cause I've never been approved for it before and we never have money for food), low income housing (which I will definitly need because my income will be less than $1,000.00 a month), ICCP (which I'm loving the sound of that because I pay around $500.00 a month in childcare already and my babysitter can use the extra money that they'll pay her if we up the amounts), I will get approved for the food banks again (which will be nice cause whatever I won't use that they give me I always give to friends or family who'll use it or donate it back and we'll be able to make meals), WIC (which I'm already on, but helps alot with milk cause right now I get about 5-6 gallons a month and we still have to buy more ourselves cause we all drink so much, but Damian is getting off WIC in September so our milk will drop by about half), Child support (which will be great cause I only make approx. $400.00 a month at Domino's NOT including tips and mileage cause the mileage goes back into my tank and the tips are hard to keep track of, but I'm thinking I'll be making up to $1,000.00 a month with wages, tips and child support).
It's gonna be rough, but I really think the kids and I will be better off being single in our own place and seeing daddy whenever then to be living with him, barely seeing him and not being approved for any of the above stuff.
Jesse will be the one hurting cause he only will be making about $1,500.00 a month deducting child support and he's got the mortgage, 2nd mortgage, loans, car payment, utilities, cable, etc.
We will have to split (co-pay) the insurance for both vehicles and the cell phone bill. I'm going to have to pay for my car payment ($315), half the insurance, half the cell phone bill, etc.
